Thursday, December 22, 2005
Monday, December 12, 2005
The Countdown goes on...
4 DAYS TIL WINTER BREAK! WOOHOO!
And just for all of you holiday lovers out there....
12 DAYS AND SOME HOURS TIL CHRISTMAS!
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Friday, December 09, 2005
Santa is Thumbin' **Relient K**
So close, so close, so close....it is so close to Winter Break I can almost taste it. I am very excited to sleep, lots and lots and lots of sleep. Just thought I'd let you all know the countdown...it really is quite sad when you are counting down the end of school instead of til Christmas...
5 SCHOOL DAYS TIL WINTER BREAK!
7 DAYS TIL WINTER BREAK!
WOOHOO!
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Winter Dreams
All I wanted for Christmas was you,
No gift you could give me would be greater.
No ribbons,
No bows,
Could make that any sweeter.
But all I'll find,
Under the tree this year,
Is my broken heart.
Shattered to pieces,
No warm hug,
No loving words can mend it.
I long for the look in your eyes,
Love, instead of friendship,
That's what I want for Christmas.
All the rest are gifts forgotten,
Crumpled wrapping on the floor,
Nothing to remember this Christmas by.
A frozen "Bah Humbug" escapes me,
I cannot be swayed by the glow of the twinkle lights,
The wishes of good cheer,
And smiling snowmen.
You've left me with a broken heart, That's all I got for Christmas this year.
Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain,
Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, is all I feel right now. Tears and hurt...cries of "he's a jerk" fill my ears but they cannot begin to draw me away from sorrow. The idiot who came up with "Misery loves Company" was wrong, leave me to my broken heart.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Stick Foot in Mouth...and Keep It There
1) Why could I not just leave well enough alone?
2) Was I really ready to hear the truth?
In fact I couldn't leave "well enough alone". I could not take the not knowing, and all that junk. And yes I probably was ready to hear the truth, but did I want the truth. Knowing something and suspecting something are two completely different things. I should be grateful for what I have left, but I can't help but feel embarrassed because I was such an idiot...Life sucks when you lose a love.